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Form and Void... Hands and Hearts.
Intro + the post before this you kinda need to read them all or it won't make a lot of sense lol
Dean and Crowley's relationship is not fun.
Full disclosure here: I have no problems in terms of shipping and having fun with the characters outside of what's canon but I personally don't see Dean's canon relationship with Crowley as "fun", it's not something that I particularly enjoy watching. Like, the actors are great etc. but the actual story makes me feel... uncomfortable. I actually find it sad that Dean's still attached to Crowley because, as much as I like him as a character, the King of Hell acts like a total predator towards Dean and this episode highlights this side of their relationship in uncomfortable ways. So be warned that things get a little ugly from here.
Let's see how food is treated in the episode: Crowley is presented as "Father Crowley" while he puts sugar in his tea and calls Dean "a rather scrumptious altar boy". The image I get from this is both that of the sugar daddy and, because of the religious references, of the scandals surrounding the Vatican and its priests (I'm trying to be as sensitive as I can but the show is really not and Crowley literally makes a reference to these events later on in the episode).
Father Crowley is a piece of shit.
He will later pull up in a van and kidnap young Amara with this line:
My, haven't you grown into a sweet young thing? Want some candy, little girl?
If we consider that Amara and Dean are connected (by the mark that's above Amara's heart and that was on Dean's right arm) Dean and Crowley's past relationship doesn't look so much fun anymore (well, it never was fun to begin with as I've written although the show did its best to make it look like it was fun with the karaoke, the cowboy hats and the sex. I mean, on paper it does look like fun if we can just forget that Dean was very much Crowley's guinea pig).
In case you were wondering, Dean and Amara are bound guys.
Crowley here is the preacher/hunter of "The Night of the Hunter". He dresses like a priest but he's hunting for demons (yeah, I know, it's a clear reference to "The Exorcist" too). He happens to find "the child that eats the souls" and proceed to kidnap her. I mean, brrrrr.
And how does Dean feel about it? He still loves him! Poor, poor, poor Dean.
While Sam went for the heart of Poor Guy with the electrocution device, the angels went for Cas' heart (and other parts too) with the angel blades, Dean goes for Crowley's heart with Ruby's knife. Unlike Sam and the angels, he doesn't finish what he had set up to do.
Dean's knife is pointed at Crowley's heart but I'm bad at taking screenshots so this is what you get.
Instead, he pins Crowley's to the wall by stabbing his left hand (the hand of love and receiving) with an angel blade. Visually, it's quite similar (not the same, similar) thing that happened to Cas at the end of S10. It couldn't be more sexual (angels blades are the dicks, also interesting choice of weapon to stab Crowley: Cas' ghost in their relationship is ever present) and more problematic: in a heartbeat Dean goes from prey to predator.
They re-used this very explicit image in S12.
Just like Dean is bound to Amara, he's still bound to his former abuser Crowley. And, I mean, from a storytelling pov it tracks because Amara is very much Crowley's and Dean's baby ("You're very maternal, Dean"). Yeah, I can hear your "ewwww" from here knowing where they went with Dean and Amara but I didn't write the show, they did and I'm picking up the things they've put down. Anyway, Dean and Crowley's relationship will be over only once Dean's not bound to Amara anymore. Or, at least, it should be but like any love triangle writers liked to milk it unti it was dry, i.e. one of the three permadied. This is why, I think, we had the echoes of the same trite trope in S12 too and if you enjoyed it good for you. For me it was torture.
Demons would be the perfect angels. Sam too.
A SPN-related theory of mine is that demons would make perfect angels. Both demons and angels are cursed with the "I get what I want" mentality. Abbadon said it, Crowley says it again in this episode. It's a very angel-like mentality, however demons are unironically more likely to put in the effort, follow the guidelines, work behind the curtains. They would be perfect angels for Chuck.
Ironically this time, angels and demons have hardly ever gotten what they wanted (hello Castiel!). They all tend to work in a certain direction only for the result to backfire in the end or leave them dead. Which reminds of a certain character named Sam Winchester.
"Form and Void" is an episode that explicity parallels Sam to the angels and to Crowley. Sam and Crowley's parallels are my everything. Up until s8 they were quite obvious while after that they're in the story's backbone rather than clearly on screen. If you care, this is one of the reasons why Crowley and Lucifer's power struggle could've been way more interesting if they had thrown in Sam in some capacity instead of doing whatever they did with Sam in s12. *breathes and calms down*
The End (of this rambling post).
"Form and Void" foreshadows how S11 would end: dark and light becoming One. It's something that US tv shows (tended to) do a lot when they deal with Christian themes: when they're going a little over the edge and very close to blasphemy they pull a "Eastern Mysticism" card to signal that they were just kidding! In SPN they did the same thing to Jack in s15. When they deal with God they use buddhist concepts as a cop-out to avoid doing things that may upset Christian believers (and no, canon bisexual God is less of a threat than canon God's older sister who's more powerful, female-presenting and holding a huuuuge grudge or than having a world with no God, no Hell and no Heaven).
Hands and hearts are a huge motifs and they signal what the characters will be doing and/or their true intention/identity. In order to see this, though, one must pay appention to the scene shown at the very beginning of the episode, a scene from the movie "The Night of the Hunter". This specific scene tells us that what we see is the opposite of what the writers mean and that the core theme of S11 is not so much God vs The Darkness but rather love. This love, however, lies in cages protected by keys and it's secret and forbidden but, as that scene tells us, love's a-winnin'. To save the day and let Love still win we've got a giant plot-twist in the form of maternal love and the resurrection of Mary Winchester. The heart's needs are met, its wants are still unknown. You can't always get what you want... SPN really did believe that.
#tw: ca implied#tw: sa implied#supernatural#spn#castiel#sam winchester#dean winchester#spn meta#crowley#spn s11#form and void#movies in spn
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Recovering your autonomy vs Completely cutting yourself off from your support system. FIGHT!
This happens sometime after the ongoing Kendra reunion comic, but not far enough along that the brothers have figured out how to navigate certain landmines.
Donnie is still re-adjusting to communicating his needs in a confident manner. Sometimes he gets a little too worked up, and lets the panic take over. He regrets the yelling later.
âŠThe next morning
#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise donnie#rise mikey#rise leo#rise raph#kendratello au#tw panicking#tw meltdown#tw sa implied#tw mentions of abuse#my art
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Party infighting
#dungeon meshi#aj art#chilchuck#tw sa implied#kind of#Also this is meant to be set before the griffin chapter so no one really gets why Senshi is having such a strong reaction lmao#Thatâs not important I just want people to know#Also itâs not really stated outright but the reason Chilchuckâs party feel so comfortable violating his privacy like that#While they think theyâre being reasonable#Is bc Subconsciously they just donât see him as an adult or even really a person#They didnât intend to hurt him which is why they also felt so comfortable asking him to rejoin#From their perspective it was just an embarrassing situation#comic#Chilchuck backstory stuff
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Jason Todd will cockblock himself if he thinks you canât give 100% informed consent.
A few too many drinks at a gala and youâre drunkenly trying to make out with your gorgeous boyfriend. Heâll stop kissing you once he can taste the champagne on your lips, notices the glassy sheen to your eyes. Jason folds your roaming hands back into your lap and makes you promise to be good. Heâll take you home early and get some water into you before tucking you into bed. Heâll go so far as to sleep on the couch, door open to the bedroom so he can hear if you need him.
Jason remembers what Catherine looked like, coming off of a high and not remembering what day it was. The fear in her eyes and the shake in her voice when she asked if anyone else had been in the apartment.
Jason remembers the early days after the pit. When heâd wake up after blacking out in rage and not remember what his body had done. Seeing the blood on his skin and not knowing where it came from.
Jason never wants you to wake up with that same fearful not knowing. So heâll sleep on the couch and make sure youâre safe. In the morning heâll cook you breakfast and kiss you silly. But youâre going to have a talk, the two of you, once youâre sober enough to have a real conversation. Establish boundaries and plan consent for if you do want to fool around if one of you is impaired, or how you want to handle it if you donât. But itâs not tomorrow yet, and Jasonâs tired. He can sleep soundly though, knowing that nothingâs going to happen to you.
#made myself sad writing this#the pit as a parallel to loss of bodily autonomy? absolutely#this is darker than what iâve written before#tw implied sa#jason todd imagine#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#jason todd x gender neutral reader#jason todd x fem!reader#red hood x you#red hood x reader#jason todd fic#jason todd#sunnie writes đ»#snack fic
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just another dead pixel
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This thought isn't going to leave me alone until I write it down so I'm just gonna say it
STANLEY PINES HAS SEXUAL TRAUMA.
The wheel of shame on the website straight up acknowledges that Stan has done sex work and in general engaged in sexual activies, willingly or otherwise, to survive.
Not only this, but you also have to remember that he's been to prison an unknown number of times in three different countries.
The kinds of horrible things known to go on within prison walls already provide some pretty rough implications, but this combined with the fact that, at least at first, Stan didn't seem to know the language(s) of those countries well enough to understand his fellow inmates and was likely more heavily targeted for being a foreigner to begin with....it paints a pretty upsetting picture to say the least.
I don't think any of us really thought about this aspect of his past back when the show was still going because like...he was a character in an animated Disney show and we were like 12, characters with this kind of dark complexity to them were a fresh & new concept to us and a lot of Stans past was toned down and/or put in a comedic light since it was meant to be a kids show.
But now that we're adults and Alex has acted accordingly by targeting older audiences with the new book and website, we've gotten a much clearer and more serious look into just how horrifically bad Stans time on the street really was...and honestly? I think more people should be talking about it.
#gravity falls#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#the book of bill#tbob#stanley pines#grunkle stan#wheel of shame#tw sex work#tw sa implied#stan pines#cw sex work#cw sa implied#alex hirsch#tw implied sa#cw implied sa
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#greek mythology#mythology#Odysseus#the odyssey#epic the musical#Calypso#comic#tragedy#tw sa mention#tw sa#tw sa implied#greek myth art#greek myths#let me know what you think? it made me sad thinking about them#like they are mortals they are unwanted products of their father's suffering#i have no doubt Calypso loved them#at least she did in my headcanon#but like.... made me sad
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it's so. important. to understand that Curly isn't a wicked plotting monster in kahoots with Jimmy. He's literally just following the bro code, as it were. that unspoken agreement between cishet men who are accustomed to power and lack of consequences have where they look out for each other. support each other. and protect each other in those quiet, dreadful ways that play out with chill vibes and "no problem, man"s and kind warm smiles. he's not Evil. He's sincerely a generally kind soul who is trying to do what's right as per his worldview and lived experience. that's what makes him so upsetting and horrific, as a character, as a victim of Jimmy, and as a superior who failed anya, as both captain and a friend.
He's not an evil mastermind conspiring with an abuser. He's a bro. and that's horrific to understand.
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Tw: bl0)d, mentions of r@pÂŁ
"I like that she is ashamed
I like that she's scared of me
everything is as it should be"
#myâ art#imadesomething#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#tw sa implied#digital artist#digital art#mouthwashing curly#captain curly#curly#anya mouthwashing#anya#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing fanart#Jimmy#mouthwashing jimmy#jimmy mouthwashing#daisuke#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea#swansea mouthwashing#click for better quality
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Finally getting help (prt 4)
Masterpost
The bats worked through the night, coordinating and researching everything that needed to be done. Distortion showed up on the camera which they assumed was Vlad trying to get in but he didnât manage it. After he finished trying from multiple angels including somehow from directly above (well Zatana did say invisibility, intangibility, and flight were the minimal powers they should expect from creatures of the infinite realms.) He turned human again and spent a long time banging on their front door.
He tried to call the cops but commissioner Gordon called Bruce directly to get the full story then told Vlad it could be dealt with in the morning. Zatana was also coordinating people heading to Amity, a full on raid of the GIW, and the Fentons.
Batman and Superman were collecting all the information that the raid team was sending out and workshopping public statements they could sent out to the public and the government about the unacceptable things they had found and the steps the JL was taking to fix it. The government was not going to be happy they knew, with the JL âover-steppingâ into their business and actually getting the word out about the atrocities a branch of their government and their pet scientists had been planning. The JL needed to get out ahead of it before the narrative could be twisted against them.
It was first thing in the morning when they did a live broadcast from the watchtower with Batman, Superman, and Zatana telling the world about the parallel world existing harmlessly along side their own, and the way the government tried to exploit it. The atrocities committed under the name of the Anti-Ecto acts with the ignorance of the public as a cover.
It was at the same time that Constantine, Dick, and Cas were raiding the Fentonâs home. Of course they were armed, but so were the bats, and they were used to fighting people who were armed. It wasnât a particularly hard fight.
A redhead was sitting wide eyed at the kitchen table. âCanât we just have one normal day!â She suddenly snapped but she was glaring at her parents, standing up and slamming her hands on the table. âFirst you send Danny away with Vlad even though you KNOW they hate each other and itâs a school day and now this! What did you do to bring the heroes down on us!?â
âI donât know Jazzybear!â Jack half whined as he was forced into power supressing cuffs to neutralize his minor super strength and sat down in the living room.
âIâm sure this is just a misunderstanding, donât worry sweetie,â Maddie added, both of them were dressed in jump suits which did not help their supervillain vibes.
âitâs not a mistake mate, youâve been messing with shit you really shouldnât. And that portal in your basement is a fucking beacon welcoming a war. Youâve gone unchecked for too god damn long, weâre taking over things now.â Constantine told them before stalking down into the basement with Tim on his heels, Batman would be joining them as soon as they were done their press conference.
Cas stayed to watch the parents and Dick approached Jazz gently. âHey can I talk to you in private please? Itâs about your brother,â He said gently and she stiffened immediately. Looking at him in a way that made him feel like she could see straight into his soul and froze him to the spot. After a moment though she just sighed and nodded, beckoning to him to follow her upstairs, to a room that was probably Dannyâs not her own. She sat on his bed and grabbed a bear that had been sitting on the edge, waving for him to sit at the desk.
âSo, what do you know?â She asked with a sigh.
âWell, last night Vlad took Danny to a Wayne Gala, one of Bruceâs daughter Cas is really good with body language and clocked that something was wrong so she and one of the other kids got him away from Vlad and out of the party. I guess he really needed some adult support because he broke down and told them a lot, about the Phantom thing, the ghosts and⊠something youâre not going to like. But first I want you to know heâs safe, Bruce Wayne is a licensed foster parent and heâs taking good care of Danny, you can come live with them too if you want.
âWeâre going to deal with the ghosts and the GIW and everything else now, I canât promise by the end of this you wonât need somewhere else to go. I have a feeling if Batman and the Martian family have anything to say about this your parents will end up in prison for their unethical experiments.â
âAs long as Danny is okay,â Jazz said firmly. âI was only staying to take care of him anyway, just get me emancipated and a scholarship for Gotham U so I can study while still being close to him Iâll be fine. Iâm almost 18 as it is.â
Dick nodded, she was a smart and driven girl, she knew what she wanted, he could respect that. âNow, the thing you wonât likeâŠâ he trailed off and took a deep breath. âDanny is pregnant.â
âWhat!?â Jazz blanched, gaping at him for a long minute. âThat canât be right! I mean I knew he was trans but heâs usually only interested in girls, how would he even-â She cut off her eyes widening. âIt was Vlad wasnât it?â She gritted out with an expression the promised excruciating violence.
âYes,â Dick said shifting awkwardly in his chair.
âRight.â Jazz said and got up, coldly calm. âIf youâll excuse me, Iâll be right back.â She grabbed a baseball bat from next to Dannyâs bed that seemed to be glowing slightly then marched to the other side of the room, opened a cabinet and pulled out two odd looking guns. Before Dick could say much of anything she had vaulted out of the window and taking off down the street.
âOh dear,â Dick muttered faintly before heading back downstairs. âHey Cas can we turn on the news, some sort of local station?â He asked. Cas nodded and searched around for the remote, turning it on to find the channel was already on local news.
Vlad was already on there, talking about how it was awful Bruce Wayne had Kidnapped a local child Danial Fenton, and he could not be allowed to get away with this just because he was rich! But that didnât last long, they watched for a few minutes before a blur of red hair and blue rushed past the camera.
âYOU TOUCHED MY BROTHER YOU CREEP!â Jazz said as she came out swinging and she must have quite the arm because her first swing sent him nearly flying off the stage. He scrambled to get up as she lunged at him again.
âNow Jasmine youâve clearly been misinformed, I didnât do anything-â His muffled voice was cut off as she swung the bat again and he yelped as she hit him in the stomach.
âYOU GOT HIM PREGNANT! YOU DID THIS! YOU SHOULD BEHIND BARS NOT BEHIND A PODIUM YOU FROOTLOOP!â She shrieked as she swung again and this time he managed to dodge. The cameras following them as Jazz chased him down the street, the sound of his supplications and her shrieking fading out as they became more and more distant.
It took a frantic moment for the camera angle to switch to something else, maybe a drone, which was able to follow them down the street.
âYou Donât UNDERSTAND! I didnât want to hurt him! I just wanted a perfect son! If he had just agreed to be my son none of this would have happened! When I knew it failed I told him to let them die!â Vlad yelled at her, though that did NOT seem to comfort Jazz at all. She had devolved into shrieking book titles like curses as she chased him with the bat and shot at him with the guns though her aim didnât seem very good.
Well they had him admitting to it on camera now. As he watched a new actor joined the fray, a girl in a red jumpsuit holding a blaster.
âYou did what to Danny!?â She demanded as she pointed the blaster at Vlad.
âOh cheespuffs!â Vlad breathed, his eyes widening as Jazz trailed off letting who must be Red Huntress take over the chase as Vlad shouted about how he had made her! He had given her her weapons she couldnât use them against him! Which did not seem to be stopping her.
The camera fuzzed out for just a second and then Valery was chasing a ghost with red eyes and a white outfit. Cas was laughing silently at the show and both of the Fenton parents seemed to be in shock. A few minutes later Jazz walked back in through the front door looking tired.
âTurn that off please,â she sighed as she put the bat down.
âOf course,â Cas agreed and picked up the remote again, turning off the tv.Â
âVlad didnât actually do that, did he Jazzy?â Jack asked softly, he sounded so hurt, as if he had any fucking right!
Jazz looked at him blankly. âHow many times have we tried to warn you about him? How many times has Danny told you he didnât feel safe with Vlad? But as usual you couldnât see past your own desires. Iâm going to go see if the trenchcoat guy needs any help getting into your files,â She sighed before vanishing downstairs.Â
Dick glanced at Cas, and then followed them, she would have no trouble watching the Fentons and staying quiet whereas Dick felt like he was about to explode. Batman joined them before long and between the three of them they shut the bulkheads on the portal and locked them, secured dangerous chemicals and devices, and downloaded everything they could. There were plenty of prototypes and blueprints, and stuff that could generously be called research.
It was obvious these people were geniuses but it was even more obvious that at some point they had become careless and obsessive. Half of the writing on the blueprints wasnât legible, dangerous chemicals were not in proper containment, and the weapons were not locked up. Looking at all of this it wasnât surprising that two of the people they had been involving in their research suffered exposure, it was a surprise more hadnât. It was easy to tell when Bruce came down he was horrified, it was in the way he froze when he saw the lab, as if his brain was struggling to process just how irresponsible the Fenton parents had been.
âYou must be Jazz, itâs nice to meet you. Danny speaks highly of you,â He finally rebooted to say when she waved at him.Â
âI love my little brother, I always did the best I could to keep him safe from⊠all this,â Jazz said gesturing at the lab with a sigh. âI wish it had done any good.â
âYou did plenty of good,â Dick put in. âTrust me, to a kid having someone care about them can make all the difference.Â
âAll those nights I patched him up after he came back from fighting ghosts. He healed fast but still. I canât believe⊠heâs already been through so much and we knew Vlad was up to something! Ellie said she was our cousin but she looked just like him, I should have kept a closer eye on-â She cut off and shook her head. âHeâs a good kid, of course if he couldnât give the babies up, even if it would be better for them if he did. I hope he knows Iâd support him either way, I hope he didnât not tell me because he thought Iâd be upset at Him.â
âIâm sure he didnât,â Dick assured her gently. âBeing a big sibling is hard, I know. But trust me youâre doing a great job, better than I did with my brothers,â he said, patting her shoulder. âYou can ask him yourself later though. We have a lot to get done today to make sure heâs safe.â
She nodded stubbornly and doubled down on her work, directing them occasionally to where she knew theyâd find more weapons or logs. She knew her way around the lab to a disturbing extent.Â
Bruce and Dick both got a notification from Agent A saying that after a substantial sleep in Danny had woken up and was having breakfast. He seemed worried about the family but he was taking it alright, especially since he knew they were busy people. It did motivate Dick to clear things up as soon as they could so that they could get back to Danny though. The last thing he needed was More stress!
They had plenty of evidence of the Fenton parents breaking the law to call the police and have them taken away which gave them all the time they needed to strip the house. They got everything they could and decided to leave Constantine at the house to watch the portal until they could figure out how to shut it down completely without causing any damage. It seemed unstable so they didnât want to risk it just now, especially without Dannyâs input because according to Jazz Danny had made genuine connections in the Infinite Realms.Â
They wrapped up this stage of the investigation before dinner after being up for about 36 hours. Of course they werenât Done, there was still plenty to do investigating the government, how theyâd gotten away with this and if they had any other nasty tricks up their sleeve. Theyâd have to manage any backlash from this unilateral move, and theyâd have to figure out what to tell the public about Danny since Bruce would be fostering him. But all that could be done after having a family dinner with their new brother and a nap.Â
part 5
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Give my man therapy!
(Tell me if I missed any TW/CW tags!)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#angel dust#huskerdust#husker x angel dust#angel husk#angel x husk#angel dust x husk#huskdust#tw sa implied#tw sa#implied sa#cw sa implied#sa cw#sa implied
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Love the newest Kendratello update đ« . Can't help but wonder, how much do Raph and Leo try to protect Mikey from just how dark Donnie's situation got or even can they? I'm assuming Mikey was there for the rescue, like they can't keep him safe from everything, not least when Donnie starts having seizures.
Leo thinks Mikey has a right to know, but also, at the same time, this is too heavy for any of them. Leo has no idea what to do, considering heâs always treated Mikey like he was capable. Raph doesnât want Mikey to know, at all. Angeloâs way of helping is analyzing things very emotionally. Raph is worried that his emphatic need to be the fixer of all their familyâs issues, will blow back on him, and Donnie. They have to tread very carefully from here on. They were already struggling with Donnie being terrified of them, this is a whole other Pandoraâs box thatâs been opened.
â ïž cw: sa mentioned, conditioning
#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#kendratello au#kendratello ask#rise of the tmnt#Kendratello au ask#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise donnie#rise leo#rise raph#ask slushie#tw sa mention#tw sa implied#they gave Donnie his battle shell to calm him down#thatâs not a continuity error
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you just can't kill someone because of the way they look at you
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2012 April Haters: 2012 April is a manipulater and likes the attention Donnie and Casey give her!
2012 April: *has verbally told Donnie and Casey that they creep her out when they are ogling at her when they see her in the space jumpsuit, expressed her discomfort with Donnie and Casey hugging/touching her without her consent, has shown to be uncomfortable when Casey forces a hug on her in S3, is rightfully uncomfortable when Donnie gives her an inappropriate romantic gift of a music box with his face in it when theyâre not even dating, and when she switched bodies with Casey, he took advantage of the situation and felt her up and laughed at April when she berated him and told him to stop touching her body*
Me: âŠYes April totally loves the âattentionâ đ
#April was a victim and yall are blaming her for Donnie and Casey bad behavior#random thoughts#tw sa mention#tw sa implied#tmnt 2012#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#april o'neil#tmnt april#tmnt donatello#casey jones
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"Just a bunch more biblical paintings then I'll go back to drawing yaoi" Or you can do both, renaissance style, Michelangelo or Raphael I honestly forgot who drew those naked men on the Sistine Chapel's ceilings ok bad joke aside: I'd love hearing more about your headcannons, specifically about the childhoods of the characters (ranging from the mercs, to Miss pauling, the Administrator, hell anyone you have ideas about!)
Childhood headcanons... How did you know I've had something about that on my mind? Alright, let's talk about...
Little Sniper
(Lots of trigger warnings ahead, check tags!)
Mundy was obviously an unhappy child. When I imagine the surroundings he grew up in, I see miles and miles of empty landscapes, dry yellow grass, unkept barns destroyed by rust and a deep choking sense of loneliness.
The closest neighbour woul be so far away you better bring a bicycle with you if you want to visit. School and Church were the only places to go, which were also very far away. No kids his age nearby. And even if there were peers at school, no one wanted him anyway.
Mundy was "weird", he didn't quite understand other kids' jokes, didn't get what was so fun about what everyone else enjoying to do; he was weaker, always loosing in close fights; he didn't even look very local for whatever reason. Even if he tried to get along with someone, it either ended up with him being ostracized or with him experiencing the greatest boredom imaginable. And the kids quickly picked up on his "difference", making him an object of bullying.
It started with making fun of everything Mundy does, his habits and speech patterns, his morals and ideas... Which wasn't anything too big for him but it was still very annoying and upsetting, he grew to hate school very quickly.
Coming home being exhausted from this kind of socializing, no one would really comfort him. Being very little, he used to tell on his bullies to his parents, telling how hurt he was by their words... And it would only made a mess in his family.
Overreactive mother: "Poor baby, I'm so sorry, I'll tell their parents to stop being mean, my little little baby, maybe we can go homeschooling..."
And a strict father: "Are you a man or what? Yeah, he will end up a bloody baby if you keep spoiling him like that! Suck it up! Of you can't stand for yourself, no one will. At this pace you'll end up a nobody, with no home nor respect from the world".
Mundy didn't want to be neither a baby nor a disappointment. He figured that sharing his feelings with parents wouldn't be that good of an idea, they won't understand anyway. And also that he must fight somehow.
If he can't win in close fights, he thought, he could hit them from a distance: throwing small rocks at the bullies from up the tree...
âHe was punished for that. For some reason, every time Mundy fought back, he was scolded by the elders, who for some reason always believed the bullies that HE was the one starting the fights. They forbid him to fight back. He closed his feelings shut and stopped paying attention to almost everything around him.
Why was it like that? Why was he so different from other kids, why couldn't he understand them? Why couldn't he understand anyone in this world? The world was a mess of unspoken rules and suffering, overcoming oneself, pain; he couldn't fit in. He was always on the wrong even if he didn't do anything. He felt like an outsider everywhere he went.
Sometimes he wondered if he was born into a wrong family or that he wasn't a human at all. Looking at the night sky, he was thinking about aliens, maybe they would come to him someday and take him to the planet he truly belongs, being accidentally swapped at birth. Maybe then he will be happy, he will leave this sickening place and finally start living. He thought about dying, too.
He started to spend a lot of time in the forest any chance he got. He was alone here, unwatched, somewhat free. It was easier to breathe here. He was alone but it didn't feel worse than being with those people. He played by himself. He started to believe that he actually liked loneliness.
As Mundy and his peers grew older, the kids started to become more and more savage, thanks to the hormones and age crisis. Bullying intensified as those kids started to feel the need to assert themselves. Mundy was maliciously beaten (he fought back as much as he could and even win sometimes, but the beating only got worse each time). They used any chance to humiliate him.
And each time after that Mundy would take the knife or his father's shotgun and go to the forest to take his anger on animals, "hunting", since he couldn't do anything to fix the root of the problem.
He would hunt for something small, like birds or feral rabbits so he could butcher them and cook on fire to eat. At moments like this he felt like a beast, and somehow it was the most pleasant state for him to be in.
There were no words available to form his pain into, so the pain came through violence. The more violent his abusers became, the more violent he was at his "hunting". The more he felt his father's gaze piercing him with disappointment, the sharper his knife movements would get. Sometimes he would let the bodies to just rot like that, completely butchered in a very non-culinary way.
(Maybe someday he would lure one of those bastards to the forest and kill him the same way and blame it on an animal attack)
And at some point... His classmates would came up with something that would cross all the lines of forgivable. Somewhere there was the peak of what they could do. Something beyond.
There wasn't a known way to him to deal with that. No known words. Everyone would be so grossed out of him if they knew. He was beyond disgusted with himself, too. What was the point of living now?
That day he would shot a wild boar, take his machete out and cut it open, butcher it the way his father would when they wanted a pork dinner for the night... And reached to its heart.
The heart is where the love is stored, right? That's what people say when referring to this "love" he'd never seem to know. A dark read bloody organ that feels like sponge inside of thin rubber. There's something about this that Mundy lacks. He has a heart too, it's pulsating inside him, but for some reason it was unable to produce the "love", a very necessary fluid for a human body. He wondered if it's sweet. He wondered if he was even able to taste it.
He took a bite... And realized what he was doing.
He was, indeed, a monster.
When he went back home, later than usual, he would be met with his father's gaze. He was always throwing gazes, for every occasion, Mundy was used to feel small and guilty under them. But this time... It felt somehow much more personal. More disturbing.
His father looked at him as if he was a dirty little creature, a rat, a maggot. He looked at him the way one would look at a criminal who wronged their whole family. He looked at him like he knew.
His father didn't say anything that day and it wasn't brought up ever again.
Mundy was indeed a monster who was utterly terrified of this though. He didn't want to be one. He made a promise to himself that everything he does will be morally justified, he promised himself to become a good... decent person. He would earn his place in the world, even if his father, everyone else denies it.
It gets blurry at this point. Sniper doesn't really remember his life before about 17, when he was finishing school and starting to work on his sniper licence. For some reason he always knew he would be good at shooting and killing. When remembering his home, Sniper would recall the smell of grass, mother's cooking, the warm sun, and a steady life he had. He knew it was boring, but it still somehow felt like home. Home he felt was lost somewhere he didn't remember.
Either way, he was always a loner.
#somewhat horror#tw animal death#animal death#tw animal injury#animal cruelty#tw abuse#emotional abuse#child abuse#implied sa#bullying#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 sniper#sniper tf2#team fortress#artists on tumblr#tf2 headcanons#headcanon#so sorry guys but I really do take this shit seriously#it's also funny how there isn't much in the canon that would contradict those ideas#i'm so sorry#it was suddenly born in my head and wouldn't leave me#not a vent fortunately#little sniper#tf2 childhood headcanons
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Thinking about how little bodily autonomy Daan possessed his whole life
#fear and hunger#fear and hunger termina#faht#daan von dutch#implied sa#implied csa#tw sa#hopefuly these tags are sufficient! please tell me if there's another trigger warning tag I should use for stuff like this#I just can't stop thinking about the implications. this guy has my brain in a death grip
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